monster

There is a monster version of me, inside of me.
 She is sadistic and has a very dark sense of humor and the need to shock herself
 She is a lot like him
She even looks more like him. Dark curls.
She's rearing her head, because she knows we're defeating her.
I wonder, if good goes away, she'll come back with a vengeance?
 I'll check her into the hospital if that happens.
She'd be lonely, so so lonely once me and mine left her.

I'm not scared she's real or will become real ,Im scared she will always be inside and I will never know life without her
 I'm scared I can never love her
I'm concerned people still see her?
 Some have seen her so many times